I feel very sick today. Feeling moodless to do anything. I went to see a doctor today by myself even I m feeling feverish. Just took medicine and hope to have a good rest which I didn't had last night. Everything is like a dream. When u open ur eyes it's gone. I dunno how to describe my deepest emotion. Sometime I use my heart to think instead of my brain. Tonight is a cold night and I felt cold. I have learn to took care of myself ever since my mum passed on few years ago. I lay on my bed the whole time today, my body have rejected me. Laying down on my bed, looking out at the window beside me now, the dark sky... The coldness of the night, is how I am feeling now.
Sadness overwhelmed me again.
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