lovesick

When u told me Pokemon was the game u found that can play with me. I didn't said u can't play at all. U too promised me to play with me and not by yourself. You admit u love your self more now... And I had love u more then myself. If I put all this ahead of you, I will not let u delete those pic u dislike me to post on Fb, and I would have continue to post the things I like to post which u dislike me to do. I have really make adjustment for you, even though it may seems too little for u, u may not realise Nor notice Nor it may not seem to be enough for you. I used to gym three times per week, but I only gym once a week now, not because is due to your dislike, is because I myself want to spend time with you and you just don't know it. i an just saying don't have to play it every single day, every hours mins Nor second. I still want some moments with you, and you only. I am sorry I can't satisfy you. And u have loved yourself more now. There's nothing I can said Nor do already. I really miss those time spending quality time with you without interference.
I enjoyed those days cooking with you and cooking for you. And I was happy u enjoyed those quality time and doing quality things together. It sadden me when you told me you shouldn't have bought those ingredients for me to cook which make you miss your Pokemon raid.

I miss you... You know? I miss u very much... I feel agnonising without you being with me. I miss you badly do you know that? What can I do now? i kept dreaming of you last night, the whole day I was thinking about you. I miss you dearly.

What can I do? I can't do anything now. You love yourself more now.
Do you know not getting your call as usual Nor your text makes my heart sink? Do you know how agonising it is to not to hear from you or not see you just one day? It makes me depress to think that I may not see you again, or you love me differently now. I feel agonising. I feel so down now...

I am having love sick now...