When I am in a relationship, I don't easily fall into another person. Even if how many times my partner did wrong to me, I will always forgive and compromise. Even if opportunity come to me, I will reject it and never forsake my relationship and start a new one, because if I do, what does this relationship meant to me?
For me my own theory was whatever reason he brought up, those weren't the main reason. The real reason was that he has fallen for him.
Even if I contacted him on last Saturday or Sunday, even if we reconcile that time, he will still continue seeing that guy, keeping me in the dark and it really make no difference. And for the reason why he liked him, deep in me I know the answer and I shall not mention here. But definitely there's nothing to do with me.
Its really hard for me to change into someone who will take relationship lightly, because I don't easily fall in love or out of love. For this two betrayed experience or a few I can say that i had have, it will not change me to someone else who treat relationship lightly.
I will open myself to opportunity. One door closes and new door opens.
Today my sight became so bright in a sudden, and this feeling seems nice, I guess I have awaken from my own hindrance.
The relationship have died, and I mourn for it. Not because I still wish or hope to continue it, but the death of it. I will never stick to someone who fallen for another person nor someone who no longer loves me.
I will give my heart to someone who really needs it, someone who really needs me, someone who truly loves me.
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