A simple vidcall

You don't even understand how I feel. You don't understand what I am going through at all. Even i loved you, I Wan you to do this simple thing to just make me feels better but you can't do it. It doesn't take $150 at all, Nor it takes a lot of time to do. It's just a simple videocall at a selected time. I Guess you are the one who loved yourself more, else you wouldn't wanted to enjoy by paying to be pleasured.  You have not notice that I have loved you more then myself. Else I wouldn't have called you, Nor will I try to save this relationship. If I have loved myself more, as for others who love themself more they will leave you, and so will you if u were in my shoes. May be because you know that I loved you a lot, and you know that whatever you do I will always stick with you. Even if I do, you don't care about how I feel. If u do, you won't have find that mb in the first place. If you do, you will do what I suggested and try to makes me feel better. But you are not doing anything but only by saying sorry. An only Sorry is not going to totally help me to feel all better. You don't even bother to help me to be heal by just simple videocall.