9.44pm

I finally saw him online, but i am afraid to text him. I am afraid that he will tell me that he no longer want me. I did not call him because I fear that I may hear that blocked voicemail speaking back to me which makes my heartache. I can only type it here. I miss u dearly. How I wish we could overcome it and be happy together. I feel miserable not to talk to you and texting you. I wish we could text each other and call our dearly names again. I am sorry I make you unhappy.