I went to the gym today. Though my thoughts is all about him, there's no use of thinking anymore. Today is third day of the full moon, I decided to spend my time with the goddess tonight. Bought milk and flowers as usual. Thinking about everytime my prayers relate to my relationship. Everyday I prayed that my relationship will survive and strive but somehow my prayers have not been answered. Maybe it was meant to be.
Upon returning home, I greeted the trees and the wind as usual, seems like my day have back to the usual routine. Taking the lift to level 10 where is live, I open the door of the exit staircase where I usually smoke and think about things there, I found my private space there. When his face pop up in my mind, the first time seeing him waited for me at mos burger, I cried. While I am writing this I am crying too. I cried because I morn. I morn the death of this relationship. I just kept asking myself why? Why will his interest in me faded, has turn to foam and evaporated。
I no longer can stick to him anymore.
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