Depression

I am not strong enough when u said u don't love me anymore. This is the first time u said this to me. Though I can appear strong Infront of everyone, but who will know my heart sank so deep into my stomach. I couldn't sleep anymore knowing that he doesn't love me. I feel depressed. Really depressed. The pain is so much to endure. I dunno how long can I endure this pain. I feel like dieing, no one in this world truly love me not even my Father. The only one that love me is my Mother but she's no longer with me now. You know how lonely I feel all the time. I feel really lonely. Sometime I just don't feel like living anymore. I am falling back into depression again.