每天早上对我来说都是一个斗争，我需要克服对你的这个感觉。这感觉只会在每个早上我一醒来到我上班才会慢慢消失。但是明天早上醒来，这感觉又回来了。但是每天都会减少。每天早上都要克服这种感觉，就好像轮回一样。我也一直提醒自己你不会回来了，不要在自己骗自己了。忘记一个你爱过很深的一个人很不容易。
在公司..我看到一张我在我家偷拍你的相片。在九月十一日拍的。过了大概要两个月你就和我分手。有时候我真的没有想到这么容易就分了。一个人的心可以在一天里面变。过去就让它过去我知道。我会忘了你的。现在的我，有两个我。第一个我想要忘了你，你二个我想要你回来。我只希望第一个的我会比第二个的我强一些。
下午在公司...我告诉我自己我要忘记对你的那个感觉。I will be determine to forget you, just like how determine I quit smoking. I decided to move on. Yes my emotion may take over me some how but I still get to my senses. You gave up our relationship and moved on to somebody. Giving me excuses that we aren't suitable but the fact is you have already fallen inlove with that guy. I couldn't forget that you once texted me telling me you still have feelings and needed sometime. After that, I asked what do u mean... And you told me although u still have feelings for me but you loved that guy, and you needed sometime to forget me. You told me you do not want that guy to be my replacement. Why am I still having all this emotion after what you have done to me? You broke my heart again and again. Seriously I got to move on. And I have decided to stop writing about you Nor even spoke about you.u
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