When I feel that I am not needed anymore I will leave. Since he is determined to leave me, and told me he don't love me as much as before as he prefer to do the things he likes. Yup he loved himself more, I Guess all along he have, just that he do not notice only. I gave myself a final try this morning, so I know I will have no regrets without even trying. I have a feeling someone at the same time tells him about the negative sides too.
It's a pity of what we have had became nothing now. If he loves me he will wait for me to do the things he likes together. Yup he loves himself more then i loved him.
When he told me we are both very negative, I don't really agree that part, but of cos I know there's no point for me to say so much now.
Now I no longer feel needed, my natural instinct and reaction is to live by myself now, await for one who will need me, one who need my love to give.
I will forget about what we have had, and forget about him. When time have make me forget about him, my love for him will disappear.
A shinning beam in the sky
Which ran across my eyes
When it's about to land
I grab it with my hands
For that moment I thought
That it was something I got
But the star faded so fast
That the star had turned to dust
Our love is just like star dust.
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