Choose between the new or the old, You just want the best of both

I wish you have give up the people you newly met or know. I wish you have been honest to me from the start. we will be happy and there will be no more things that drift us apart. But until now...you choose to hide things from me, you choose to secure this people instead of our relationship. Until now, you still want the best of both world. The things you told me before was a lie. You told me once you are attached you will stay loyal and not meet mb anymore. You told me you won't meet people if we are together. But the things you do and said were a different thing.

I have given up this things for you, but you continue to choose to secure what you have. You love yourself more really. And I am starting to love myself more now. I told you before... Once I feel that I have tried my best and you still doing the same things, I won't give up anything for you too nor will I be honest to you again. When I can't be honest to my partner, I don't feel good anymore. By leaving you is the best for you. Since you need them so much then me, I let you continue to and I will go. You can tell that I no longer call you now nor pickup your call. Because I think this is the best for you to do the things you like and be with the people you want to. Do not tell me you want me 'only', your action did not show at all since the beginning until to date. Commitment and want me 'only' is a different thing. Because since the chalet until the MB, until the telegram, until the text: "Why you use sim not plan" already is showing you do not want me "only" but you want everything that you liked. You want not just me.

I know what I want. A relationship that is honest to one another, sincere and loyal with each other. When you can't have this quality I mentioned, I can't provide this quality to you too. When I can't, I don't know how to continue this relationship with you anymore.